☻T i t t L e -- T a t t L e ☻

2011-06-26T19:29:00.001-07:00

Soak the red dot in vinegar

Yo! Sup People?

2010-06-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back! haha!
Nothing much. I just wondered what would appear if I typed my name in google search.
And Yo! This blog came up and so I visited it this time.
I read my posts before. 'Twas fun!
I thought posting this and reading it in the future would be fun too. HAHA
"HELLO everyone!"
I just want to tell you guyz that.
I hope I'll have more posts to come after abandoning this blog for quite a long time.
HEHE. (--,)

This is me now..

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Here We Go Again ! (Music Video by the Kabagang'z)

2009-09-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

"Dinner was over! kabagang and I went up stairs and gone crazy! haha.. just kidding.. ;p kabagang and I make some craziness and foolishness at ourselves inside my room!we dressed up and acting like a DORK, JERK, NERD and WHATSOEVER! hahaha ;p kabagang went home around 10 in the evening ’cause it’s getting late and she had a class tommorow. Ü"

THis is a part of Kabagang Gee's (my BFF) post. We celebrated her birthday crazily. HAHAHA

Wondering what those craziness and foolishness she was ranting about were???

Well, check this out ! It's the fruit of our insanity ! LOL

Happy Watching !

(Just click the picture and you'll be directed to youtube)

Holding on

2009-08-07T01:51:00.000-07:00

The fare for PUJ's are at a high price now compared to yesterday. And what can people do with it aside from rallying on the streets??? Well, I found one possible answer for that question one rainy night.

I was on a regular jeepney that night, when a group of young men crowded near the jeepneys door. (Should I call it door?? haha ) At first I wondered what they were up to. But as the jeepney started on its way, I had the hint of what their purpose was. They needed a pull. I guess so they won't spend much energy on their way home, they'd hold on a part of the jeepney and have themselves dragged. Oh don't worry! I didn't mean it in a harsh way. They were wearing roller blades... Roller blades plus a drag, well, that's perfect!

Their idea is pretty cool ! Maybe someday I'll try it too !

When Randomness and Narcism Strikes

2009-08-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

Wanna know what happens when
Randomness and Narcism strike the kabagang'z at the same time??????
Check this out ! Hahahaha

So much for this narcism attack !

LOL

So K !

2009-08-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

See the" "K" in the picture? Kabagang Gee made it !!! Hurray !

Supposed to be, it's a gift for a friend . A member of the Kabagang Troupe...

K which stands for the ever crazy troupe we have... Kabagang'z ! Uahaha

But sad to say, we didn't wrap it up together with the other stuffs we prepared to be packaged...

Why? Hehe ... It's got holes ! Waaaaa ... Kabagang Gee was in so much hurry that she stitched it half inch each stitch ! LOL

I guess that explains why it's got a lot of holes where pieces of cloth keep popping out of those holes! Alalala... (She used pieces of cloths "Retaso" to make the "K" puffy)

How thoughtful of kabagang Gee to have made something so special... Ugh...

Just so sweeeeeet !!! ^-^

Fishball ! Fishball ! and more Fishball !

2009-08-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

We were strolling the streets of Davao when kabagang Gee and I, passed the Cathedral in the heart of the city where lots of "kakanin" stalls are situated at.

We exchanged looks. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking"; that kind of idea was running in both our minds that time...

To think of it, it's been a long time since I last ate sidewalk fishball with kabagang Gee .

Good thing we passed by the fishball stalls, and YES ! I experienced their fishball specialty again !!!

It's not as sossy as those that we order from malls, but it still tastes good ! Real good ! And besides, it's also cheaper... Hahaha

Not so painstaking in the pocket.. LOL (did I use the statement right? Not sure... x-x )

So, we ended up finishing 2 orders of fishballs each, and buko juice right after eating ! hehe

Oooohh.... This post makes me crave for fishballs again ... hehe

Wet Look - Kabagang'z new look?

2009-08-02T10:25:00.000-07:00

It was a friday, 24th of July 2009, (University teachers' retreat) no classes for me that day...

That was a relief! Gosh! Good thing we had that 3day off class... I had more time to do my homeworks. The bad thing is that, we were even bombarded with more homeworks! (Well, teacher's nature...)

Talking about homeworks, I had this particular homework wherein I need to interview someone from the marginalized sector of the society... Oh my! What's that??? Haha... Nosebleed...

But anyway, the so called marginalized are those for example, taxi drivers, sidewalk vendors, shoe-shiner, and the like... And it is necessary that I document it.

So I planned to drop by the Baslao's to borrow kabagang gee's cam, and ask her to be my partner reporter as well... My luck, she's home when I got there. Weeee

I told her the plan and she said YES ! --- She can't say no... I won't let her... LOL

And so, our journey began...

We had to hurry to the tutorial center where kabagang gee's sister, te Kai, is working, 'coz unfortunately, she had the cam instead of kabagang Gee...

But then, when we got there, we were directed to Grandma's house, a couple of kilometers away from the tutorial center. Why? Te Kai didn't bring the cam with her...

So we had to extend our patience again.. hehe

Got the camera, then, we're ready for the real job!

Another nuisance came. The RAIN !!! And not just the rain, but the so strong RAIN !

I'm not a girl scout that's always prepared... (I don't have an umbrella)

What would be our choice??? Waaaa!!! Obvious enough...

When the rain poured, we three (Te kai, kabagang gee, and yours truly) scampered and rode a jeepney .

So sad.... I didn't accomplish my homework...

But I sure did enjoy playing under the rain... (Did we play? haha)

Next time, I'll make sure I bring soap and shampoo with me.. LOL

This is how we look like in our wet look look... 0.0

Short Update

2009-06-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

Uhh.. Been away for quite a long time.
Well, maybe I've been busy working hard on my Theology Major Project. (You won't get it if you won't read the post before this one)
Nyahahah
Well, I wanted to blog as frequent as I can.
Sadly, since school has started, I don't have much time opening my blog accounts. T-T
I've been really busy these days.
I even usually forget the date.
I just wake up very early on a Sunday morning, only to realize I don't have to.
Yeah! Still have to wake up early for the usual Church Service every sunday.
But at least not as early as I wake up every school day.
Hehey!
Class is over!
Gonna have to leave the lab now.
I'll have a new post later!
I missed you guyz!

Theology Major ProjecT?

2009-06-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

My theology professor is a bit weird.
Physically, he's not.
But his ideas are a bit crazy. Really!
Have you ever encountered such a professor that requires having a BOYFRIEND/ GIRLFRIEND for a major project????

GOSH ! Did I hear it right?
Is it that something's wrong with our professor?
Or it's just that there's something wrong 'bout my HEARING ABILITY?

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
I'm gonna split in two!!!

Where in the world can I find a FOR RENT BOYFRIEND ???
And what am I gonna do with it? (Or him rather)

This isn't just a bit, but a really really BIG, CRAZY MAJOR PROJECT !

Can't decide. Should I choose to be as crazy as our professor/cupid and pass the subject?
Or should I just accept a FAILING MARK??
WHich one do you think is much better?? lol

STUPID ! STUPID ! STUPID !

CRAZY ! CRAZY ! CRAZY !

How can this be??????

Somebody HELP MEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!

(My apologies. I don't know how to deliver it so you would feel how I feel. T-T )

What is your Genre of Music?

2009-06-16T03:44:00.000-07:00

It was our first meeting for our Speech Communication class this morning. And we did expect we'll be introducing ourselves again like what we did in our earlier classes.
YES. We did introduce ourselves. BUt not the same way as sharing your name, age, address, or so.
Instead, what we had was something NEW compared to the getting-to-know-you introduction we've been practicing ever since.

"WHAT IS YOUR GENRE OF MUSIC? "

At first, I don't have even a hint of what the question was for.
But then, as we started sharing, I somehow realized the purpose of the question written on the white board.
Through it, you come to know a person more.
Unlike the N-A-S-L (Name, Age, Sex, Location) questions that we usually encounter.
Yea! The GENRE thing is more fun and uniquely enjoyable than the superficial N-A-S-L questions.
Duh. That N-A-S-L question sucks !
It's boring , and you'll easily know that without really getting to know who the person is.

First Impression lasts? I hope it does this time.
I like my teacher.
She's fun, and she's young! hahaha
ANd moreover, she's got ideas that really twists the situation from boring to real fun and exciting.

I feel so lucky !!! n_n

Big Sister Thing

2009-06-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

And so it's my time to shine ! LOL
Hmm... You know what it's like to be a Big Sister?
Or let's just make it general. Do you know what it's like to be the eldest child in the family?
Wooa ! Yes I know you're thinking it's cool ! YEa it is ! But no, it's not. Haha
Confusing right? Well, let me get that straight!
Being the eldest child is cool in ways like, you've got the position that's second best to your parents.
As of me, I can be "BOSSY" anytime my parents are not around.
I can just sit and relax while I let my younger brothers and sisters do the chores ...
I'm part of the decision making in the family. Sometimes my parents ask for my opinion about a matter they're discussing about. But then there are times when it's just too frequent that I get annoyed.
(Anyway, most of my opinions just goes to the trash. Pretty helpful huh'?!)
I always get the highest allowance? That's a YES !
I have my parent's trust. (I haven't done anything to break it yet)
I'm allowed to have sleepovers!!!
Those were some of the good things about being the eldest right? Or wrong? *laughs*
But then, being the eldest isn't always a cool stuff.
'Coz when my parents are not around, I have the BIGGEST RESPONSIBILITIES among us.
Not to mention the HIGH EXPECTATIONS of my parents on me. Errr -- as if I have the whole universe on my shoulders.
Really heavy !!
And Oh! Let's not forget the Migraine I get from my nasty younger brothers and sister.
'Coz that's exactly what I'm facing now since my parents were off to attend a relatives' wedding.
This is what my FATE has for me. So, I'll have to accept it.
Need to act as a BIG SISTER and do the BIG SISTER THING!
So, I'll be off to do my job !

Spending my Birthday

2009-06-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

I honestly am speechless at this moment. But still, I'm forcing myself to write something for the sake of blogging!
Owh! Such a desperate blogger ei'? ahaha
Anyway, today is the day after my birthday. Yeah! Date check, June 8, 2009.
And it seems like I was too busy for my birthday yesterday that I haven't posted anything for my blog.
Well, I'm not really that busy. Probably, just trying to keep myself busy. lol

I don't announce my birthday just like the others do.
If you know it's my birthday, and greeted me, I'll thank you, if not i'll thank you still.
I don't ask for gifts like the others has been doing.
I've already receive such a priceless gift for having friends that I can depend on.
I'm not anticipating that on the day of my birthday, I would be given special treatment, 'coz I know I won't.
I thank the Lord for making me live up to this moment of my life, and ask Him to make me live more more years in my life.
I accept what was given. I appreciate all the singing and the greetings. The comments, the wrong guesses of my age, the compliments (though some were just said 'coz it's my birthday) , and for making me smile.
What would be more happier than spending your birthday with the people you treasure the most?
(SOme weren't able to be with me physically, but I know, they've been celebrating with me in ways I cannot see.)

I'm not so much of an attention-seeker , but I do seek attention.
Silently I've been hoping that they'll remember my birthday.
But no hard feelings if they don't. And silently, I wished for the wishes I wish would come true.
One did come true! NO CLASSES YET !! haha

Yesterday, I spent the day with my bestfriend. She accompanied me in buying and helped me in choosing a school shoes I'll be using this coming school year. I treated her afterwards at Mcdonald's. We had fun! Really !

We took pictures and even recorded ourselves on videos.
Funny 'coz the people there kept on staring at us.

But nah! Why would we care? "It's my day! I'll do what I want to!" that was what I just said.

After invading Mcdonald's we ended up watching our videos at my place.
We laughed for hours and then silence prevailed.
And then when we were about to close our eyes, we've suddenly opened up a topic that once again, kept us ALIVE, ALERT,AWAKE, ENTHUSIASTIC 'til 5am in the morning.
We were giggling and keeping our voices low since the others were asleep and I think it would be really mean if we wake them up with the noises we're making.

It was really fun !
And that's how I spent my birthday.
'Til my next birthday ! n_n

Unusual online chat

2009-06-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hey ! Guess what ?!

We weren't just exchanging friendster comments anymore.!

But we're also chatting online!!!

yay!

At last we've started some communication with each other now.

weeeeeeee

Oh! Thanks !

hahahah

I feel great !!

I just kept on smiling by myself while I chatted with him earlier..

He just knows how to make me smile

and make me look like a total jerk in here, smiling alone...

nyahaha

Anyway, just sharing alittle something..

Giggle

2009-06-05T00:17:00.000-07:00

*giggle* *giggle* *giggle*

Oh my! Oh my!

hahaha

I know you guyz are thinking I'm going nuts right now.

Well, I certainly think I am..

lol

I'm so so happy !

I received a friendster comment I was so hoping for !.

weeeeeee

Okay! I'll share it! And I'll spill it !

It was a comment from my crush!

And he was like blabbing like we we're close friends!

nyay! ARE WE? WE ARE???

Gosh !

I'm such a Dork !

Going crazy with just it?

I don't care !

I'm crazy !

waaaaaaaaaa

hurray!

Watching... and watching..

2009-06-04T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm back!
The movies' great! So great 'coz on the final battle part, it just hanged up!
You know the feeling when you're totally into something and then... HOLA ! Gone!
The internet connection had some problems.
You know guys, I think I'll have to just wait 'til tomorrow.
Sadly, I have to. T-T
Such luck ei'?!

Just a short update

2009-06-03T20:34:00.000-07:00

I've watched Disneys' original movie, CampRock, and it was great!
Inspiring, and the stuff, I really enjoyed watching it! I felt like I was involved in the story.
I see myself just like their "MITCHY". Trying to do things just to try to fit in.
Whew! really tiring! And not so rewarding at all.
That's it! I really like CampRock !!! ii love Demi !!!
The next movie I watched was Hannah Montana. By Disney still. It's a wonderful movie too!
Music involved, and similar to CampRock, the lead character has got her little SECRET, WHITE LIES as the others call it.
The movie's great again!
But so far, if I rank it, CampRock is still on number one.
Now I'm watching Another Cinderella Story where in Selena Gomez, BFF of Demi Lovato in CampRock, is the lead character.
I still don't know how well it'll be. Will it get in number one in place for CampRock??
We'll see... I'm gonna watch it now!
So I'll be right back !!!

Name me!

2009-06-03T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hi ! Joana here.

I've got lots of friends from the yearly summer camp I've been joining since I was 12.

Now I'm already 16, going on 17 this sunday, June 7!

Am I excited? Well, sort of, I haven't had a 17th birthday before, so I guess yes I'm excited.

But, I'm gonna be another year old, so it's kinda ughh.. I'm really getting old.

To sum it all, I'm really happy I'll be turning 17 real soon.

Okay! Enough of that !

I'm here to... JUst randomly talk about the pet names I got after the summer camp this year...

So, let's check it out! weeee

Jellypiish (it's jellyfish) ... We were having movie marathon, and in one of the films a jellyfish appeared or was shown, and we had the same idea like "I'm gonna buy one someday too! " idea. And from then on, we called each other Jellypiish...

Ketchup (that should be catsup as in catsup for Macburgers) ... The campers, including me, were eating dinner together, and what happened was that, I poured a lot of catsup (they spell it ketchup) in my plate, and I'm the kind of person who hates wasting things specially FOOD! lol .. So what I did was, I ate it. I actually had 2 spoonful of pure catsup. I didn't know it would make a mark in their memory. haha.. But anyway, being called KETCHUP is fun..

Chaii (Chuii for boys) ... It's a term that means "COOL GIRL" . I don't know. Am I cool? lol ..

But yeah, somebody calls me Chaii for some reasons I honestly haven't figured out yet.

Miss ... It's a formal address yeah. But I'm just not used being called Miss. I prefer they call me by my name.

I don't know why he insist on calling me MISS. Actually, MISS goes with the word CUTE. That makes it MISS CUTE. But he does a short cut, and I told him not to call me CUTE. Absolutely not! haha . So, that makes me a "MISS" then.

Sakuragi (an anime character...More specifically, one of the lead characters in one of my favorite anime, SLAMDUNK) ... She's my buddy when it comes on playing stupid games. haha. Can you imagine using a basketball ball, in playing volleyball? Well, we did! haha .. I call her RUKAWA for her 3points shot act. It's fun! n_n

TER (short for SisTER)... A younger camper I really really love.

I'm not sure if there's still more I missed, but as of what I remember, these are the petnames I got..

Good day people! n_n

BFF malling!

2009-06-03T00:13:00.000-07:00

Yo! This is Joana.
Wanna share this video to you guyz!
I am with my bestfriend, and we we're hangin' out in the mall.
Then, we got hungry and tired from walking and window shopping, and everything, so we stopped by at Macdonald's for some sundaes and burgers!!!
We talked less since there are a lot of people, and they don't know us!
If we talked so loud, wouldn't they think we're jerks? or worst, crazy? hahahahha
And oh! Gillian finished her sundae first ~ lol

I'll be posting more! weeee

What?????????

2009-06-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

I got interested and have grown more curious 'bout Disney's Demi Lovato and Selena Gomez, so I googled it!
And guess what guyz?
What a big "WHAT" I had! Imagine? All this time I thought they were older than me!
And when I checked it out, Oh my!
It really made me feel I'm getting older so fast... T-T
We're all born on the year 1992, but I was born on June, Selena on July, and Demi on August.
Our birthdays are just months apart or less, yeah!
But still, that makes me older than them! waaaaaaa
It's depressing...
But it's okay! I look younger than them anyway! lol
(I'm kinda having the narcism attack now...what a "HAHA")

Well, I just wanna share these facts. n_n
Our birthdays are approaching!!!

Advance Happy Birthday to All Three of Us!

Demi and Selena

2009-06-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

wooh wooh wooa!
I was browsing youtube and I found this video!
Nah...It kinda reminded me of my partner in crime. My bestfriend !! haha
Demi and Selena / Me and my bestfriend are similar in some ways.
They're jerks, and so are we! lol
(a cute demi and selena blooper)

I do admire them really. It's a great friendship they share together!
And we all know, it's not that easy to maintain friendship, especially for those who are in showbiz.
And they are both in showbiz!
That's where my bestfriend and I lost. We're not yet celebrities as of now.. bwahahah
(aspiring celebrities then? i don't know..lol)

Hope they'll stay bestfriends for more more more years to come.
Same hope for my bestfriend and I. ('til death do us part yo!)

And don't forget to visit their channel, okay?
So long!

Demi and Selena in Youtube

Genuineness

2009-06-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I forget about being myself. I always do what's in and what makes me fit in. Most of the time, I pretend, pretend to be someone I'm not. And guess what? I just stumble upon my lies with my own feet. As if I betrayed myself, as if it's Karma that i've met. Errr. I've always thought it's so hard to be ME. To show who I am with the way I dress, the way I talk, the clothes I wear, the things I do. And that thought was never wrong! Who said it won't be hard? With the unavoidable misinterpretations, and opposing parties? Of course it is! But should I give up? No matter how hard they press on me, I won't let them indignify me! As much as possible, I'd stand for myself and won't let them look down on me. Even if I make a number of mistakes, why do they care? They do make mistakes anyway!
Now, I'm more determined to let out the ME inside. Try not to care much of what others say 'bout me.
The thing to do is show the GENUINE ME.

Yuuki o dashite !

Be brave! Be YOU !

Hearts' Cry

2009-06-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

Just remembered the song I composed way back in my sophomore year in highschool. It's kind of a heartbroken song. Yeah right! I was a bit blinded that time! hahaha

Just hear my "Hearts' Cry" out!
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Hearts' Cry

What is this feeling inside me
Oh baby can you tell me
It started when I saw you
But now, why can't I forget you?

The day we met each other
Seems like a day to remember
Even though you don't know me
Baby wait! Listen to me....

I don't know when or how or why
Baby you've caught my eye
I don't know when or how or why
You're always, always on my mind
Yeah...Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
I don't know, when or how or why...

Everytime you pass by
I would just hear my heart's cry
'Coz knowing your in a mountain high
And learnin' that i couldn't fly

Oh how can I
Be with some other guy
When I truly know that you..
You are my heart's cry...
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So that's it!
Quite something from a young heart ei'? lol

The Story of Us

2009-06-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

I have this chatmate on Yahoo Messenger and we shared both interest in composing songs! I'm pretty happy I got to know him. Lately we agreed to exchange songs. And I think I did took it seriously... haha

This is the lyrics of the song I composed for the barter...

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The Story of Us

Dararararam Dirararam
Dararararam Dirapapapam(2x)

Never did i think i'd think of you
Never even thought i'd like you
Sometime in my past, i was scared of you
I could feel the goosebumps by the stares you do

Hey what should i do
I've been thinking it through
Scanning through my brains, How to make it to you
Without trying to run away
Without feeling so afraid
Hoping that one day hehey
The weird feelings would go away...

Now i laugh to myself, as i recall
Now i realize how strange it was before
Suddenly i've had a change of heart
Never would i want now to think of us far apart...

Hey by chance do you know
What happened now i've grown
Strangely so close, so attached to you
With unknown reasons why
Thanks 'coz you're there when i cry
Wishing that you'd stay hehey..
And would never ever go away...

Dararararam Dirararam
Dararararam Dirapapapam(2x)

The sun shines, rising from beyond the seas
And the birds sing their melodies
Then the sun sets, slowly by the mountains
The crickets sing from behind the bushes
And holding hands....
We're wishing at the stars ......

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weeeee
That's it! It doesn't sound that much professional.
But I do swear it's original !
Hope I'd be able to compose more...
n_n

Rice Cooking -- a hard task?

2009-05-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

I was watching my brother wash the dishes when I got an eye of the caldron beside the sink. Then I remembered one thing. No, one happening. Sometime in my freshmen year in college, we had our final project for our programming class. Since it was a "big" project for finals, we were spending sleepless nights at one of my groupmate's house.

One night, her family was out for shopping matters. They just moved in, and they weren't totally settled yet. So resourcefulness is really an advantage.Not long after we arrived,we got a call from her mom telling her to cook rice for everybody since they're coming home late, or else, we'll all starve.. Haha

(For additional information, Asians are rice-eaters. Breakfast -- Lunch -- Dinner, they prefer rice. Of course, with viand. )

We were crowding around her while she was talking over the phone. Then, we heard her loud and clear saying she doesn't know how to cook rice, not even with the use of the automatic rice cooker. She continued whining about her dilemma for a minute longer, and then she said the line went -- toooot -- .

We were four in the group. All girls. My other groupmate automatically informed us she too has no idea how to cook rice. I was like having a big "?" written on my whole face. How come they don't know how to do it, when I was already doing it since I was tall enough to reach the stove and the sink? It's not looking down on them, it's just that I can't make myself believe they actually don't know how to cook the food they've been eating ever since.

No way I would lie about knowing how to do it when I don't.
God knows how my mom taught me to do it, how many times we ate an almost burned or a porridge-like rice I cooked, and how many wrist burns I had when it accidentally touches the heated caldron.

Should I say they were lucky for not experiencing the burns, and not having the kind of responsibilities that I have?

Or should I say I'm lucky that I won't starve whenever my parents are not around?

Whichever, I feel proud that I know something they don't know...

Well, just one of an "eldest child's" privilege and --hope I don't have task-- at the same time.

Worth it work!

2009-05-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

This one's a picture I edited supposedly for my blog site. I created it using GIMP editor. Well, it really took me quite some time to browse my files for pictures plus, not to mention the artful designs I created in the particular image. Or... Is it really artful designs? haha ... Not so sure 'bout my sense of creativity. I doubt it's creative. But then I love it still. It's my work, I should want to love it, right?

I was so excited to try it on my site, only to find out it doesn't work the way I want it to be. Brrrrt ! ! ! I was pissed off of course. Who do you think wouldn't be?
Huhuhu T_T

Now that's what I got after spending some effort on it. Urgh! I even sacrificed my dinner just to make it. Hoping the outcome would be something I'd really want to celebrate about. But then all my hopes collapsed.

I told myself I wouldn't do it again. Though deep inside me, I still want to try. Maybe the next time around, all will work well. weeee

After the misfortune that had happened to me, I got my reward after it!

Guess what that reward was? A pimpy on my forehead ! ! ! huhuhuhu

My hopes does not concern the image for the blog site anymore. . .

Instead, what I'm really hoping now is for this pimpy to disappear.

Shockz ! That's all for now.

I shall return !

Oh my Jitters !

2009-05-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

What should I do? I have it again! This jittery feeling is really getting into my my nerves! I'm gonna be a sophomore in my University this coming school year. A sophomore... I should have had enough University experience by now to be confident enough. But why do I still feel like it's my freshman year? Can't throw away this uneasiness. I really am bothered. It's giving me the headaches no amount of Advil or Paracetamol could cure. Even the chants those quack doctors have, won't be of any effect to banish the headaches this jitters cost me.

Oh yeah! Jitters! Jitters! But what's the jitters for??

Mmmm... I'm not pretty sure if I should continue my course. Besides it giving me unforgetable trauma, I don't feel like liking it. I mean, the course is good. Really good. It's just that it's not my thing. I don't know how I reached where I am now. I remember I just had the "go with the flow" mindset, and BOOM! I realize my situation. *sigh* What should I do now? Of course! Like what I mentioned to a friend I chatted with last night, it's too late to step on the breaks now. So, continuing what I've started, is maybe what I'm destined to do so. Or maybe not.. haha *confused*

Anyway! Don't be sorry for me. It would be more nicer if you'd cheer me up instead. Will ya?

I believe I can handle this. Help me believe... :p